Thursday, October 28, 2010

Thank god
even though i did not pass my target
still it is good

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

: D

I hope that I can be narcissistic once.
Not that bad narcissistic, but a good one
So that I can at least assume that I am important
And I can assume that I can get what I want

The thing is I had expected the worst case scenario
But when it happened
and given the fact that the real situation is better than what I think
I still feel that sad feeling
I still feel that down feeling
Maybe the one who should change is me
It's not maybe
It is a must

I really hope I can be that person
who literally smile and accept the reality
and can take the bad experience
as a very good teacher

I want to quote an advice from a person that I know
and that person knows me too, of course
"Everyone is different, you can compare
but also know your limits
and also acknowledge your advantages too"
: D

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Have been long since the last post right. I am quite busy now for the final is just a week away from today. Have prepared nothing too. I just finished my last writing assignment too. Noorizuan, I am sorry for not crediting you in last entry. So, I hope this photo'll make up for that

the most left one, noorizuan shah
on the last photo, he was the photographer

Some random pictures
in seksyen 2
i wonder why my name is in that?
herm.. we have Alia too in my class. lol
syamil and syed
this one was just outside UM
One more thing..Aqilah, no worry la. I won't be mad at you though u compare me with a bear. I'll just think of something that would suit you. Maybe some other time. Hehehehe. And you are right about one thing. I don't like publicity

Saturday, October 16, 2010

thanks Syamil!!!!
for driving us to that place and treating us too
Cabi, sorry dear. You missed it
This picture is taken in Flaming steamboat in Subang. I am not sure the exact spelling of this restaurant and the steamboat itself is correct or not but it sounds right for me. lol. This one time, we really eat big. And this was Syamil's treat. Nice one right. Thanks Syamil...Wanna say love u but it is too public. lol. Joke la. Next time it's my treat, huh. But mine will be at the water cooler only. Low budget tea : )

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Some people say that success is not an escalator but it is a ladder
While I have nothing against that statement, I think that my ladder is steeper than others. 
It sure takes a lot of things to be sacrificed
however, when the result is not that satisfying
it leaves a lot of pain
look dude,
I am struggling even to type this entry 
my English is not that good
and i am aware of it
but can do nothing about it
maybe it is just a sign
that I am too far
from Him

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Pray for my result
really hope that I dont have to take SAT once again

Sunday, October 3, 2010

am looking forward for the SAT. Obviously not because I am confident but this exam will surely put a full stop in all the pains that I have. Ok, 'm lying there. One of the pain actually.Lol. Lots of assignment need to be done before the final exam. Nevertheless, after this saturday, the fact that I've taken the SAT will ease me a lil bit. Hopefully.