During my high school, my add math teacher once said that she used mathematics in many part of her life. But of course i didn't agree. Who will measure the angle of his or her knee while busy hiking? Me? Of course not. But now, the truth is just laid in front of my eyes. My calculus lecturer gave us a motivational talk about critical points, chaos theory and butterfly effects. He related all those stuffs with graph. Awesome.

A few days had passed since the end of CNY holidays. It seems like all those good dreams had come to the end. Now, it's all about assignment, load of works and tests. Before that, let's take a look on what I've done during the holiday.
Nothing much actually. I spent a lot of time loitering around with some of my friends. Aidil also came to Cendana to spend some time with me but he ended up finishing his university application here. This guy always does works at the very last minute. Luckily, he is a genius. Of course it is easy for him to complete the application in a short time.
Then, I went for skytrex in Camar Rimba, Shah Alam on Feb 6th with another 9 friends. Just in Seksyen 8 actually. It was fun. Worth the fee paid but most of us feel that it was not enough. Maybe we can go for bungee jumping or maybe paint ball next time. However, that depends a lot on our expenditure for this semester and also the summer semester. I heard that most of the money will be used up during the free time of summer sem. Let's hope for the opposite. Need to save some money for other things too

Why bother?

I am literally the only survivor from the forth floor in this college now. That is not an exaggeration. However, since there is only 24 persons in a floor, there is nothing unusual. Adfp block is always empty at the eve of any holiday. being alone is just a parcel of my life. That is an exaggeration. 

So, nothing much to write here actually. I've attended a counseling camp in Camar Rimba, Shah Alam. I was one of the lucky thirty-nine participants that attend the camp. It was fun. I enjoyed myself there. I also had a chance to chat with our instructor. There, he talked about the importance of having a brand. People know us by seeing our brand. Where are we from, who are we know, etc... Those are the branding that we have with us all the time. So, I asked him. Why bother? Why bother to impress people? In the end, people will always badmouth others. If you do a bad thing, people will obviously judge you as a bad person. If you do a god thing, people will say that you are showing off. So, why bother to even think about other's impressions. They will never satisfied. Why bother?

He satisfied my hunger for an explanation. That bring us to another topic. I found out that I am inclined to psychological and neurological thingy now. I hope that I can take at least one of them as my minor in my degree. It is fun to know about human behavior:how human think, how human act, etc...

Salam... and hi there.
Happy Chinese New Year for all. I've been quite busy these days that I actually found out that I was no longer in a mood to update my blog. However, here I am. Since it is the beginning of our one-week holiday, I am taking this opportunity to update my blog that started to look so old. Lol. I have one story to say today. I've been taking bus for three times today. And all the three bus departed in a five-minute time after I boarded them. I guess I am lucky today. But I was not going to talk about luck today . There were a massive number of people in the bus. We, the people who stand, just can barely move ourselves.
Sometimes I was one of the people who has to wait for an hour in the bus before it departed. Sometimes, I boarded the bus, slept for a while and woke up just to see that the bus was still there. The only difference is the number of people in the bus had just grown a bit. Make some guess. What's the point of me telling this story? Think of it this way. Those days, some people were lucky at the expense of me spending an hour in the bus. Today, I may be the one who is lucky at the expense of other people waiting for an hour in the bus.
Life is just like a wheel. sometimes, we are just the luckiest people in the world. Everything that we do ends up successfully. We are happy. Sometimes, we may say that luck is just not on our side. It was a very bad day for us. We are sad.
This even today has given me some new insight on things that happen around us. Don't be sad if something bad happen and don't be too happy if things are not happening in the way that we want.
I am spending my holiday here in Shah Alam. Not going home.

Life is a learning process. I've learnt a lot of new things in these past few days. Be positive and we can embrace more things in our life. I hope that I can continue with this spirit foe the whole semester.
This sem seems to be a very hectic one. Frankly, it is a hectic one. So many things to do in a very short time. Yet, I enjoyed my time being a student here. As i said, Be positive.

A new year, a new semester and a new start. Yeah. Its 2011 already. I've been away from blogging, facebooking and any internet-related stuffs for weeks. I've updated my windows despite knowing the ingenuity of my windows. So, as the consequence, my laptop can't even load the windows. Sigh. What a problem. It may be a positive things since I didn't waste my time in front of the laptop. But, I have a lot of works to do this semester. Therefore, despite the disadvantages that may come along, having a laptop has become a new necessity for me . Now, I'm counting on Farhan to format my laptop. Thanks an.
Yeah, 2011. No new dreams. Just old ones that still labeled 'in progress'. This year, I can say that "InsyaAllah I will fly next year". Before, I will say that it is in a two-year time which seems to be a very long period for me. Next year is not that far away compared to next two years, right? Lol. Still, some of us will be flying this August. So, good luck guys. Being in a foreign country is not as easy as we think. The challenges that await us in the future are very big - and very hard too. fuhh... Keep praying for help from Allah. InsyaAllah it will be much easier.

A long trip

I have been to a few places these past few days with a few of my friends. I've been longing for such a trip since the beginning of the holiday. And I can't say that I am fully satisfied with the trip. I can be to a lot more places if I have more money. However, it is bad to say that I am not happy with this trip. In fact, I enjoyed this one trip very much. 

So, this on-the-paper aim for the trip is actually to fetch my sister's baggage back to my home. She had just finished her SPM two days before I came back to Kelantan. My bus departed from Pasir Puteh at 9.55 last monday. I'd spent my first day in UiTM PA with my ex-roommate. I'd even attended a lecture there with Fawzan and Boss. I supposed to have dinner with my friend that Tuesday's night but suddenly my mom called me and told me that I had to lengthened my trip there. She wanted me to go home with my sis. I am more than happy to 'grant her wish'. However, I'd to rush to KISAS that night. Thanks a lot to fawzan for taking me there on his motorcycle. 

The next day, I went to Alamanda to meet E-se and Ijat Jali. A few more friends should be joining but they had to cancelled the plan last minute. Never mind. InsyaAllah we can meet again next time. We actually didn't do much things there. Just karaoke, eating and a lot of chatting. Ese and Ijat nearly lost their voice that day. lol Late that evening, Aidil Haikal came to join us too. He was pretty busy with the application for university. So, we just sat at Rasa and talked some more. He sent me to Sentral in his new white Myvi. He had to rush for a debate in Uniten that night. That night, I went to UM and slept there. Sometimes, I even think that we actually have a free hotel there. If any of us want to sleep there, it will always be Acap's room. Thanks a lot Acap and Syed. 

The next day, I went to Mid Valley. Alone. This is my second time alone there. My favourite place there is MPH bookstore. I can spend even hours reading books there. Books are all over the place. I dont but anything this time since I'd spent more than hundred bucks the last time i'd been there. However, being alone was so much boring that I finally gave up and went back to Puncak Alam. Before that, I had my lunch with Zuhdi K somewhere in Shah Alam. Pojan did me a great favor again by fetching me back to Puncak Alam from Klang Sentral. If not for him, I have to wait for another bus to Puncak Alam and I dont think that I can wait any longer after spending nearly two and a half hours waiting for the bus to Klang Sentral. 

Friday was done with chats, games, playing cards and finishing The Guardian by Nicholas Spark. Saturday was the last day for the trip. They also held an exhibition for some local higher education institutions on that day. So, I just spent the day roaming around the exhibition. Safuan offered to take me to KISAS and then to Klang Sentral. Had my lunch at his house, again. Thanks a lot, Cina. 

This trip makes me realized that having a lot of friends is a privilege for me. Privileges are something that should be treasured with care. By saying friends, I am not limiting them to the people above only but to all those people that are not blood related to me but still, I enjoy, cherish and treasure the presence of them around me. It is not because of the ride that they offered, the meal that they treated or anything materialistic that may occur from time to time that make friends friends, but the presence of them around me-no matter who I am and what I do- that counts.