A very memorable trip to Kuala Terengganu. We may not go to many places but lying on the beach and watching the stars were just plainly awesome. But I'm not going to talk much about the trip. At first, I think that I want to do so, but I found something that interests me more.

I found this strangers again first at izuan's blog, and I am amused with it. This is one of the reasons why I consider relationship as a very serious matter. Breaking up is a painful stage in every relationship. Ok, I may generalize, but I really think that someone will be hurt at this stage. But for me, the last stage where two people become strangers again is the stage that I don't want to go through. It is just a pain to see someone whom once my lover did not talk to me or maybe even worse, did not even glance at me. Not that I have ever felt it. I did not even go through the second stage yet. Haha. Still, I know the feeling when a friend, a very close one, ignore me. It is really painful. 

For me, a relationship should end with a marriage. People may say that we should first have the experience of being in a relationship before we take thing seriously. But, I still think that we should not toy with others' hearts. Why bother to have a relationship if we never have an intention of ending it with a marriage? One more thing, isn't it awkward to meet your ex, knowing so much details about him or her, but still cannot even utter a single word to him or her? 

Missed the bus again. Sigh. I was planning to have a trip to Kuala Terengganu with some of my roommates. It was well planned. At least, that was what I thought. So, i bought the earliest bus on the schedule. It was bound to be at the station at 9.15 am. Planning to depart early is just my routine. I never missed a bus for waking up late. Once, when I was in Kuala Lumpur last year, I missed a bus but it was due to the commuter service from my friend house. So, it will never happen here. I will just take a nice walk to the bus station. It will take no more than fifteen minutes. I can make it seven if I walk faster.
Yesterday, I started to read an online manga at mangereader.com. I forgot the exact title. If I'm not mistaken, it was Change 123 or something around that line. It is natural for me to finish everything in one shot. Ok, almost everything. I always procrastinate on finishing my assignment. I usually do my conclusion for my essay at the very last minutes. Haish. Digressing. Them, I try to finish the manga last night. Yes, I managed to. But with an expensive price. I slept at 5 and there is no way I can stay awake after my Subuh prayer. Ok, I actually can resist the temptation if not for my confidence that I can wake up at 8. And here goes everything.
I woke up at 10.50 in the morning. One and a half hour late from the departure time. I thought it was 9.50. So, I was hoping that the bus will be late or at least I can take the eleven-a.m one. I was rushing but still I was not panic. When I realized that I was wrong, everything become messy. I did not found my clothes. I did not withdraw my money yet.
I managed to arrive at the bus station at 11 something. I saw a bus waiting at the station. It was bound for KT. Fuhh.. But still, the clerk is not there. So, I cannot by ticket for the bus. Seeing the bus departing in front of me was really a pain. And now, here I am, writing a post for my blog in my home sweet home. I am killing my time actually. There is a bus at 1 p.m, but I did not buy my ticket yet. So, pray hard that there will be no more problem after this. InsyaAllah

I'm home. Actually been home since two days ago. Finally, it was the end of the daunting yet fun semester of Adfp. I hope that I can fulfill all my mission for this summer semester. It will not be wasted, much, on loitering around, playing cards, watching movies, so on and so forth. InsyaAllah.
I cannot deny the fact that, though technology can bring two distant people closer, it also can create a distance between two close people.

After a long time spending my evening with classes, sleeping and other not-so-physical activities, I finally did something beneficial: jogging around seksyen 6. The thing that I love about jogging is it make me more rational. I can think about a lot of things that happen around me, including my not-so-good calculus exam just now. Haha. One of the things that I realized is that we seldom look at the process but we only emphasis on the result. Let's say, for example, I flunk my test. Then, I score my final exam and managed to get an A. People will not care about the flunk part. The same case apply if I score my test but I flunk my whole course. People would not see my previous success.
then, let take for example, I flunk my whole study but i become a great businessman. People will not care at all about my academic. And let's take, for example, I graduate with a 4 flat score but i am unemployed. People will never care about my gpa. Then, what is the definition of the real success? You will never stay at the top, nor will you ever stay at the bottom rank. It is a cycle. Then, let me define the real success. It is the success in the hereafter

Today was, and still is, a great day. Good job, guys. I was having enough fun for me to carry with these upcoming finals. I think I can never forget the punch line of the day. A literally punch line.
" I thought you cannot eat that much. It is forbidden, right?"
Ok, I change the sentence a bit. But still, it put some realization back into me. I should not eat that much. It IS forbidden in Islam. I'll try my best to change it. One day.

First, I want to wish good luck for everyone for everything that he or she is doing now, and later. Hope everyone can make the best of his or her day, InsyaAllah. Today, i just feel like writing something in this blog, which, obviously, had been abandoned for quite a long time. 

I know that I have written about this before, but I want to emphasis on how much I care about this particular matter. It is not the outcome that is important, but it is the effort that you put in doing things. I do respect people more for their hard works than for their outcomes. However, it is not my intention to say that the outcome is not important. It is. But the effort just matter more.

It is the end of the semester already and we only have three more day before we started our final exam. Yes, three more days. Ctis20, as always, will be on Saturday. I really hope that someday, I can learn something new, interesting, fascinating and you-name-it without feeling worry about grade, cgpa, cut-off point, aap and whatsoever. This grading system somehow limit my enthusiasm in learning. Maybe I can be like those people who take degree for fun, learning things without even caring if they screw up in their examinations.
And this grading system, somehow, make me compare between people. I may know that grades are not everything but I cannot avoid to compare people based on grades. My impression may not solely based on grades but still, there is some. It is undeniable. Some also may feel inferior when their marks are lower than that of others. At least, I have the feeling. Sometimes. Huhu
Nevertheless, I know that grading system is important. I just happen to hate it. Cant do anything,